My son loves playing games on my phone. He has one that he’s been playing for a while now. He’s completed so many levels that he has begged me not to let his little brother play, for fear that he’ll mess things up.
So I was surprised yesterday when he asked me to download the game onto the iPad. As I handed the iPad to him, I asked, “Are you sure you’re okay with this? Won’t you have to start over from the beginning?”
He shrugged, a grin spreading across his face. “That’s okay, Mom. It will be good practice.”
Ah. Out of the mouth of babes. Or, in this case, five-year-old Angry Birds Go fanatics.
I need to start over.
I have to.
It’s a good thing.
But it’s so hard.
I’ve completed two novels in the past five years. The first one will probably never see the light of day and the the jury is still out on the second. So it’s time to begin a new story. Time to create a new world. Time to breathe life into new characters, then make their lives difficult, come close to killing them several times, and have it all work out in the end.
I’m on the verge of a panic attack just thinking about it.
I’ve been doing everything creative I can think of—besides writing. I’ve knit. I’ve decorated. I’ve read. I’ve cooked.
But today, I’m writing.
Today, I’m ignoring the voices telling me how pointless it all is.
I’m choosing to see the act of starting over through the eyes of my five-year-old.
It’s good practice.
How about you? Do you find it difficult to transition from a completed project into a brand new one? Or do you love starting new projects but have trouble finishing them? Do you find you need to take a break between creative endeavors?
I’d love to hear your thoughts!